I love You

I love you are words of my conscience

It always been part of me

Pop up

When I feel good about myself when with someone

Someone that make me blue

Make me cry and happy

Someone I will try to make them happy in return

As My Love

As my love for you turn into fragarance of wisdom, help me not to rush, not to blurt out what in my heart

And

patiently waiting

when the moment is right.

I dont know now. I hope when the time come. I”ll be ready and you-ll be ready.

We sail to the ultimate goal of love happy together bring happiness to other too.

For we are living in heaven created in Nuswantara

Menanam Rindu

Aku pernah menanam rindu

Pepohonan dan tanaman cinta

Tumbuh lebat dan rimbun

Menjadi hutan

Aku tersesat di dalamnya

10 juli 2021 #rindu

Kuingat

rindu, kangen, kuingat kamu
rasa rindu adalah perasaan kehilangan yang dicintai
eksistensi orang-orang yang membuat hatisenang ciptakan bahagia

ketiadaan sumber kebahagiaan lahirkan rindu

sumber itu adalah dia
hadirnya menginspirasi
suaranya ingin didengar
ceritanya ingin disimak
wajahnya ingin ditatap
matanya ingin diselami
keseluruhan dirinya
dalam kesatuan eksistensi pembawa
beragam rasa segala rasa, senang sedih, marah, suka sebal dan lainnya
perasaan manusiawi dari percampuran nalar rasa dan pikiran

rasa itu hadir sekarang,
kangen padamu, yang pertama kali kutemui di luar jakarta
melihatmu, dengar suaramu bicara pertama kali,

kuingat kamu

19juli2019

Aku Ingin Memakimu

Ingin aku memakimu
Apa gunanya
Semua masalahku

Kau tak  peduli
Kau sedang sakit pula

Ingin aku memakimu
Apa perlu
Energi negatif
Berbuah busuk

Ingin aku memakimu
Kau jahat, sok sibuk
Percuma
Biarlah

Ingin aku memakimu
Lantang F……..
Untuk apa

Ingin aku memakimu
Ku tak kuasa

Kata-kata nista
Buat cinta binasa

Tidak
Ku ta’ kan memakimu

Kuhanya tulis
Rasa sakit hatiku
Di langit-langit kamar
Di ujung-ujung bendera yang menjuntai
Di tepian rel kereta api

Ketika

Airmata
Tak pernah tampak
Apalagi
Berarti

@Oktober, 13, 20011

When Heart’s Hurt

When heart’s hurt
You feel nothing but ache
Uncontrolable tears comes
Water flow through your chick
Uneasy to shed

When heart’s hurt
Your chest ache
Hard to breath
All you feel are ache

When heart’s hurt
You can’t go to the doctor
You can’t go anywhere
The cure is nowhere

Not here
Not there
But somewhere

Where love is ready to serve
As a healer

@September 22,2011

Millions words of Love

You can be happy in love
Be prepare for sad
Love enduring love
Invisible and clear

You’ll be hurt by love
Love demand
Love supply
Love is one way
Love is two ways

Love killed people
People cant kill love
Love dies when life ignore

Love make you hurt

Love exist as life
Give birth hope

Millions word of love exist
As billions of human persist

@love is a voluntary journey

To Love a voluntary journey

I love you
A journey of my soul
A voluntary act

I love you
I will see you, you want to see me
A journey of unknown sensation
To love you is to be a being
Of me a lover
A giver

I love you
I will and always be with you
In the heart
In the mind
Anytime,

To love
Is a voluntary journey
Standby or move

Here and there
I will always grateful

To have a gift of love

@21 September, 2011

orang baru

Engkaukah orang baru itu
Di antara orang-orang
Akankah kau titipkan hatimu
Di hatiku

Di antara udara
Jiwa ke jiwa pada mataku
Kepada matamu
Mungkinkah senyum itu, tanya
Untukku

Engkaukah orang baru itu
Pembawa berita bahagia
Pengantar cerita ceria
Cinta

Untukmu

Belum kutahu

Hanya
Puisi ini
Adalah
Bayang proyeksi
Tentangmu

@Umi Lasminah Juli, 25, 2010

You Flew

We haven’t go out
We haven’t go in
You already flew away

Was your home is upside the hills
Was you place is up in the sky

What are you?
Try to be of a saint?

I won’t be near you
I won’t be a beseeching

So I stay where I am
So I’ll be who I am
Where heart, soul and mind is one
Merge and spread
into letters and  transmitted through network
of unbound hearts

@Umi Lasminah, May, 11, 2010