I remember once I loved you
Wrote poetry about you for you
Compiled love songs for you//
I remember how cold you were
But I knew you knew how I felt
But you scorpion side won’t let you show it to the world//
Ah how I was honour you told me your life, experiences
Your achievement
I hear the sound of loneliness in your voice
How I would love to hug you//
Your highness attitude make me loose track of loving you
You’re away
I’m away//
But me, if I ever love someone
Almost always the feeling of caring
Persist, if not forever
For long long time//
As for now, I have written this
As I still recognize the feeling
Take care
Mi amor
A~
June5, Weda Central Halmahera
State of you is your territory
Of beauty
Of classic
Of high and noble
Of accessories
Of obscure
Of cynical
Of sarcasm
Of only you
Of me when with you
State of you is yours
Time and space
Job and duty
Fun and joy
Agony and sadness
Funny and humour
Song and sing
Laughing and smile
State of you is yours
Am I yours?
4A 21-1-2015 @Umi
It is you and you
It is me and I
Collided in space
And falled
Into pieces
It is you and you
Distance yourself from me
Push and pull
Like running wheels
Im not your car to drive
To seated
Left empty
Im not your lonely car
To take you where you like
Im not a thing
Im me
@umi 11 jan 2015 A
Honey do you know
I cant sleep two days in a row
Thinking of you
Honey do you know
I made poetries for you
Picturing you at the sky
Picturing on the running train
Honey do you know
I made a story of you
Of your past
Of your experience
Of your pride
Honey you do know
I miss you
I like you
Honey do you know
I know
You lied
Honey do you know
I know
You miss me
Honey
Stop being old you
When you’re with me
It’ll be worthless
For you
For me
Honey
Just stop
@Umi Lasminah 24Des2014 .03.07 A
Terimalah uluran tanganku
Kita bisa bersalaman
Laksana teman, kolega atau sahabat
Atau kita bisa berdansa dan menari berdua
Terimalah uluran tanganku
Kita bisa saling genggam
Menguatkan, atau sedikit mesra
Jemariku mengikat jemarimu
Aku terpikat
Kita berdua berjalan
Terimalah uluran tanganku
Mari berdua susuri jalan-jalan indah seni dan budaya
Diiringi suara, gerak dan bebunyian melodi asli Nusantara
Atau lunglungan lirih suara suling dan kecapi
Terimalah uluran tanganku
Ketika aku masih aku
Kini
Jangan tunggu hari ini
Jadi masalalu
@Umi Des2014-8 Januari 2015 A
Aku dimiliki kekasih rahasia
Namanya rahasia
Aku tak disapa
Tak dibalas bila kusapa
Tak apa
Aku tahu aku ada bersamanya
Sembunyi direlung jiwanya
Tak tampak, kecuali oleh hatinya
Aku dimilikinya
Tanpa dia tahu aku tahu
Tanpa kata tanpa bicara
Aku tahu dia rindu
Tak apa kita jauh
Ada saatnya kita berlabuh
Bicara tanpa ragu
Saat dia tahu aku tahu
@Umi Lasminah 16Des2014 A
Apakah itu kamu
Ikuti aku kemana aku pergi
Tapi kamu bisu
Tapi kamu diam
Kamu muncul disudut jalan
Kamu hadir di gedung baru
Namamu terukir dipapan board
Namamu tertulis tak sengaja
Namamu hadir di lirik lagu
Namamu hadir di esai, puisi dan film
Apakah itu kamu
Endapan emosi tebal tak memuncrat
Dalam tersembunyi
Tutupi khawatir dan takut
Ciptakan kamuflase
Laksana dusta
Apakah itu kamu scorpio
Tak bisa bicara hati
Sulit verbalkan nurani
Rasa jiwa jadi bego
Apakah itu kamu
Serbu aku lagi
Tanpa diundang tanpa diminta
Kuserahkan saja rasaku
Padamu manusia tersayang
Kuberi sesuatu, jejakku selalu
Tanpa memaku
@Umi. ariel.11-12okt 2014
Yearning is a giving time of thinking of you. My yearning for you. Not all of sudden. It is yearning in enduring of waiting for a creation of celebration to be memorized. A gift to share. Moment that will occured in time of no one know to expect yet it come in lovely deliverance. Moment to cherish.
Out of shadow of you of your sound, of your laugh, your singing, of your unnotice of unspoken and untrue, the yearning captive me to write this. Another letters to be read. Like another song to be sing.
I miss you. Your power over the music over the self hide over me. I miss you and I know better to not expect anything from you, anything at all. But this words of wonder, out of yearning, of inspiration. To be what ought to be.
Yes this is another letters to read. Out of you and for you ariel
@Umi 4okt2014
Its you again
Burn my emotion
Light up the flame
Firing the rage
Its you again
Makes me like a super fool person
Good intention took for granted
Even throwing it out
To garbage
Sitting alone
Waiting for hope
And clarify
But none come
Its you again
Burn my sense
To wake me up
Th core of human aggression
Security
Dignity
Its you again
Now
I have to stop you
Stop you
To entering my life again
For good
@Lasmina Umi, January, 14/2013
puisi or poetries&prose by umi lasminah 