Kejujuran diatas Segalanya
Bagi saya, kejujuran di atas segala, terutama jujur tentang diri sendiri, pada diri sendiri. Yang kedua jujur pada Cinta dan tentang Cinta. Bagi saya diatas semua berkah Yang Maha Kuasa, cinta adalah yang paling berarti, paling massif, paling tak ternilai, paling tak terbendung, paling bersih, paling suci. Namun dapat menjadi yang sebaliknya, ketika Cinta itu Kotor, maka bukan lagi cinta.
Cinta terejawantahkan sebagai aksi Yang Maha Kuasa atas ciptaannya, udara yang diberikan kepada seluruh manusia apapun ras-nya, latarbelakangnya, jenis kelaminnya apapun yang menjadi dan melekat pada manusia sebagai bagian manusia adalah mahluk “ada” matter.
Cinta yang paling tak ternilai, tak terhingga adalah Cinta Yang Maha Kuasa terhadap mahluk manusia. Semua yang ada pada manusia terutama sebagai mahluk raga/tubuh/matter bisa menikmani hidup dan kehidupan karena limpahan kasih yang diberikanNya dalam bentuk RASA yang hadir bersamaan RAGA.
Ketak Terhinggakan berkah Yang Maha Kuasa terhadap mahluk khususnya manusia membuat manusia sering lengah atas berkah tersebut. Manusia cenderung take it for granted (menyia-nyiakan berkah itu).
Berkah RASA adalah yang terutama membuat manusia bisa berbeda dari mahluk hewan. Hewan punya insting dan rasa, namun tak mampu membuat rasa tersebut memultifikasi/berlipat-lipat atau tersebar luas, seperti RASA pada manusia.
Sebagai berkah dari Yang Kuasa, Cinta adalah implementasi dari Kedekatan Manusia pada Yang Kuasa. Disamping cinta, Jujur adalah salah satu berkah utama manusia. Jujur adalah adanya. Jujur adalah pengakuan eksistensi Yang Maha Kuasa. Jujur adalah penyerahan diri terhadap apa yang ada, apa yang terjadi terutama di dalam diri sendiri. Mengenali Nurani sebagai cermin Yang Maha Kuasa di dalam diri sendiri adalah keharusan.
Berkah RASA manusia tak terhingga, karena tak ada satupun manusia mampu menghitung secara kuantitas jumlah Berkah Rasa atau kualitasnya pada seluruh manusia di bumi.
Kejujuran tentang apa yang kita rasakan pada seseorang, apa yang kita harapkan bagi diri kita sendiri, pada diri sendiri oleh diri sendiri terkait atau tidak terkait dengan orang lain.
Kejujuran tidak pernah mahal, tidak pernah murah. Kejujuran adalah NURANI itu sendiri, diri sendiri. Kejujuran adalah bagaimana kita mengenali diri sendiri, keseluruhan tubuh, pikiran, perasaan. Kepekaan diri, badan, tangan, kaki. Jujur itu adalah cara berkomunikasi terhadap diri sendiri. Memahami diri sendiri, memaafkan diri sendiri, dan orang lain. Karena dalam kejujuran, segala rasa bisa terepresentasikan.
Cinta Padamu
aku cinta padamu
saat itu hatiku penuh bagimu
keinginanku bahagiamu
jumpa denganmu
dengar kisahmu
bersamamu
Aku Cinta padamu
Kerinduaan pada pujaan jiwa
Dirimu dirimu
Ah dirimu yang baru
Adalah seorang yang lama
betapa
dalam Sisa waktumu
ingin bersamamu
dengar tawa dan ceritamu
ku harap dalam setiap doamu
ada aku
dan Kamu padaku
aku Cinta padamu
MS
Once I loved
I remember once I loved you
Wrote poetry about you for you
Compiled love songs for you//
I remember how cold you were
But I knew you knew how I felt
But you scorpion side won’t let you show it to the world//
Ah how I was honour you told me your life, experiences
Your achievement
I hear the sound of loneliness in your voice
How I would love to hug you//
Your highness attitude make me loose track of loving you
You’re away
I’m away//
But me, if I ever love someone
Almost always the feeling of caring
Persist, if not forever
For long long time//
As for now, I have written this
As I still recognize the feeling
Take care
Mi amor
A~
June5, Weda Central Halmahera
no rush, love effort
This love effort need be still. To stand by and always get ready for you. As my offering is wide and open, I wish you sense my needs and sincerity, need to be near you and be with you. After All you are my inspiration one I Adore Great deal.
I will Give you my hands, as my duty from Universe’s order of expansion of the kindness that you have given them.
I wish you well. And healthy and have more time to share with me
This love is no rush. Unlike other love. This love is understanding of what you’re stand, trying to find out what makes you happy. Coz your time to share with me is a bless, of which I wish I can make you laugh and probably a bliss.
And how kindly youre, to give the time to many.. so many in a day…How your LIFE is tremendous sharing knowledge with other. How I would give you my hands, my eyes as you shared those of yours thousands times with others.. LitteBirdfromEast
Pieces of My Heart
Now that I have poured the pieces of my heart. Three and this is the fourth.
Two already published and have wishes.
And tomorrow I will meet you
I do hope our meeting will be good, better and great
And I will bow to you
To serve you
In any way I can
I wonder how you are at your personal space
Can you be casual
I feel honor that I have met you
And you wanna meet me
And it feel surreal
Life spans, time, spaces and roads you traveled
Time span
Space span
All those merged in your skin
The Wind
The Sun
The Air
The Breeze
Of Snow
Of Mountain Dew
These pieces of my heart
Left wonder…
31-3-2018
what can I say
What Can I say
I’m disappear, my mind flying
Out at the sky
My body still
I’m all of you
The crazy thing ever
But I believe I have duty
For you, for me and others
Probably as for you, is that the Universe owe you
So they send me to you
As backward pay
To asked you
What is do you want from the Universe
If any
For yourself, you
It can be a earthy thing
Worldly thing
A bit
For all the spiritual acts and done
Has been the part of your whole life
A doer for other
Now
Is there anything that you want?
To do?
To go?
In this life time on earth..
🙂
31-3-2018
The Universe Owe You
What Can I say
I’m disappear, my mind flying
Out at the sky
My body still
I’m all of you
The crazy thing ever
But I believe, I have duty
For you, for me and others
Probably as for you, that the Universe owe you
So they send me to you
As backward pay
To asked you
What it is do you want from the Universe
If any
For yourself, you, only you
Not selfish
neither Selfless
It can be a earthy thing
Worldly thing
A bit
For all the spiritual acts and done
Has been the part of your whole life
A doer for other
Now
Is there anything that you want?
To do?
To go?
In this life time on earth..
31March 2018
Pattern of Love
I like Love
I love to love
I know my pattern of love
Always new person, new path
Yet I feel like I know you
After all you are famous//
It almost always like that
When everybody know you, I dont.
At least not much.
But when I get to know you
Almost nobody knows things about you.
The precious part of you//
I knew you
Your name is familiar as your face
But I don’t know much//
So when I left something
To be part of the collective works
It bring me to you//
I thought I was in love with a different thing.
Never knew it will lead me you
How would I know
I hope you and I will share
Precious moment of being human
To live meaningful life to be a person of with great sharing for advance of human kind…
I wish for you to have everything you ever wish
Everything you always wants
Anything your God provide you on earth. Amin
31maret2018 LittlebirdfromEast
Hati Berkecamuk, Tak ada Erupsi Rasa
Hari-hari ini kegalauan hati cukup menyita bathin. Sepertinya bereaksi dan menimbulkan fenomena diri yang sangat privat namun sedikit menganggu. Semoga segera berlalu.
Sepertinya kegalauan ini juga terjadi karena film yang kutonton yang membuat obsesive feeling karena ceritanya tentang penipuan cinta, seorang yang secara spontan jatuh cinta mencintai lalu ditolak, oleh orang yang dicintai, padahal pada momen-momen intimacy “ada” cinta pada kedua.Cinta yang terwujud dari kata-kata verbal ya atau tidak. Namun dapat dilupakan begitu saja.
Sedih sekali melihatnya.
My wound, Hope it is Heal
I’ve been beaten, broken, bruised and blue by you. The last person I thought will hurting me when I was adoring and loved you. Much. Too much I keep forgiving you. Knowing you, yourself bleeding badly so bad that you didn’t let me be part of your healing. Yet I was part of your healing, and when you healed. You run away, left me.Broken.
What hurt me most was, is that You were comeback. With the new you, the new status of security in person. You already lived in those secure state, yet you chosen it again. You want both, me and a new security. Of course I won’t let you ruined my life again. By letting me in, and pushing me hard out! I never did in my entire life, to curse someone I curse you. You know what, because other person I have love, I never put them into pedestal as you were. Because you were victim of your choice when I met you. Cry, cry and begging for love. Who cannot love you, you were so true in your sorrow and pain. And I am a person with much love within myself and compassion, and pride, and honest. But again it was as usual, the brain that cried, the mind that hurt. So you did not feel you will hurt me by anything you did and didn’t do.
And about a week a go, I met the person, attractive person. I think as always, if I can have one particular person to give my affection as a best friend of lover, it will enough to forget you, forever.
From that moment of my heart hurt by you, the third times, I promise my self, to never TRUST even a kind person, they have the ability to hurt other…and pretend not guilty. the demon in clothes of an angel.
