Have you had a broken heart? Have you ever feel so unloved by the particular person and questioning why, why God treated you the way you’ve been treat? Have you ever been double broken, by the same person? Have you ever tried, try to understand the meaning of your journey? Have you found the meaning? I have had all of those things. And the meaning, maybes God’s have purpose to me to other person.
God chosen me, and chosen particular person to have me as they have me. We have our realm. One way or another. In this real and virtual world. We mingled. We try to connect our soul. Yet I’m trying and trying, but you out of nowhere. Cannot be found by me, hide, far and close. Created big wall that only you can crush in cause the wall have the door, have the key. Only you have the key. The Key is Truth, quote from Missy Higgins lyrics “That lies will lock you up with truth the only key.”
I have had many broken hearts. Heart broken are exceeded of love and ‘unlove’. Unlike body, when your heart broken, it is only you that can feel it. Can understand it. Even only you and Love that can Cure You. Yes the broken heart, the medicine is only Love.
I have again let my heart broken, yet these days is rather different. I have little sadness, but big anger. To you, to myself. I have felt my huge hurt of broken heart feeling, as it has happened in August 2015, and all I could do was mend my broken heart by always doing good, continue love you, and continue giving and sharing.
And now, I embrace my broken heart. I accept what you wish for me as you told me. Whether it is your true truth I don’t know. But you’ve said it clear. You want Privacy, Distance, boundary, Mind Your Own Business. If all those what you really want, you have it all.
I wish you would never damage again, what I have preserved by loving you. ‘this is your day after all’