aku melihatmu lagi

Tapi mimpi ada disini, dihati dan dipikir. Aku pandangi kau dari jauh. Kau sesekali melihatku.

Lalu, di antara gerak-gerik aku yang terbata. Senjata media tersedia. Tombol teks dan nomor membimbingku padamu, “I wish you happy, I hope sometime you will see me again” . Meski tak pernah terbalas, sms mengantarku padamu, membawaku pergi dari sini, pergi darimu cepat.

memandang jauh

Aku datang padamu saat kau duduk di tepi jembatan, sendiri. Kubawakan kau termos berisi kopi dan kue. Kuhadirkan senyum dan cinta. Kau tak menoleh. Tatapanmu jauh ke ujung sungai. Hati tertambat padamu, turut membisu. Llau kuraba lenganmu. Kau menoleh, tatapanmu sedih sunyi. Pandanganmu kembali ke ujung sungai lalu akupun memandang kejauhan di antara air sungai [...]

go away so close

time barrier

were you there?

were you even here?

words comes in racing

competition to win

Love Poem another

teruskan jalan hidup.

jalan-jalan, lewati ruang baru,

berpapasan

orang-orang baru ,

sama sekali baru

berbeda darimu, unik.

Bukankah tak seorang pun sama di muka bumi?

You came when you gone

And then you came again when you were gone
In indefinite time and uncertain moment
But tears in my heart come rushing
Though my eyes only glow
You’ve bought my heart for an auction
so long,
And I left my heart empty
You have torn me without any reason
Is it your leaving make me lost,
Or it’s just me lost love, out of [...]

The Sound of Pain

the SOUND of PAIN
 
I
never heard the pain but yours
never knew silence can hurt you but from you
never prepare the heartache out of love
never suspect ungrateful out of kind
never knew friend can betray
never person can be so cruel
 
ah you touch me with your agony
and the seed of sorrow grow in me
why on earth while i [...]

White Blood of Tears

8 years.still the wound is bleeding.white blood of tears.
here and here,not the agony but huge hurt.
you,the one,never take the blame,never ask for forgiveness.
you, the one, who ran fast to pursue heaven.
you, the one who create silence distance,
you, the one who maintain emptiness between us
you, the only one who killed me without murdering me.
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