memelukmu

aku ingin memelukmu
dan telanjang di satu peraduan
bercahaya temaram
ciumi punggung putihmu
baui tubuhmu
rasakan halusmu dengan pipiku
kuingin kita nikmati cinta
pelan dan lama
biar seluruh rongga
seluruh aliran darah
rasakan nikmat
hidup bahagia
menyatu di dunia
@Umi Lasminah, November 2009

i like you

i love human for their complexity and simplicity
i like you for you humanity

to stop the heart

how hard it is
to stop your desire
to stop your will
to say what you need to say
to loves one
how hard it is
to stop your thought
it almost imposible
not to think of you
of your face
of your being
for the better
for the long lasting relationship
the will have to defeat by the mind
the mind have to defeat by the heart
and the [...]

caught in a moment

I am caught in the moment
Silence
Cannot comprehend no more
of you
of me
of Us if there was, there is..
I am struck by your words
unpleasant words
those were not mine to hold
neither to give it to you
I am shock by your judgement
of my circle of live now
where I cannot be separate with
my work of life, my life of work
Were [...]

you’re special

you’re special
you’re special to me
is it sound generic?
might be
but truly, you’re special
i treat you different
i think of you more often
than other
i dream of you
sleep and awakw
and i have special name of you
in my HP
in my heart
and in our conversation
i even have folder for your sms in my HP
and in my email
in my heart i have
1 [...]

kindness is your languange

3jun 1 am
kindness is your language
peace is your gesture
how lovely your voice
not only as sound of knowledge
its tone of of wisdom and clarify
how your words are rhythm
of care and giving
whoever listen will touched to learn
ah these adoring sentences
hope someday it
will come to you
as whisper of night pray

rintik-rintik rasa itu

rintik-rintik rasa itu semakin lama jatuh semakin sering
menjadi rintik-rintik banyak laksana hujan lebat
menggenang mengaliri
ragaku, pikiranku
entah kapan mereda
kuharap tanpa badai
tanpa puting beliung
namun tak reda satu dua jam

Love is Expensive

Love is very expensive you can’t buy it
millions of rupiah or dollar
love is very expensive
you can only have it when they given you
love is very expensive
for its luxurious is only to have it with God
love is expensive and cheap
it only cost you loyalty, trust and honesty
Jakarta, May,22,2009

love is …

love is here
and there
they’re invisible and visible
simple and complex
but sure make your heart bum bum
and crazy
inspire despair and anything in between

words

I can go deep into your soul with my words.
I can see your heart with my words.
I never know that words can be so powerful, can cut like a samurai to open the hidden feeling in your heart.
I never know that words can be bridge for every honest move of human being.
I never know that [...]