Time Tell

Time will tell you
Time will announce
You are what you are
I am what I am
between today, yesterday, and tomorrow
Time is and was the Master
You and me meet in time
when you controlled
I am only flow with
what my heart told
in time like this
I only can beat the time with what can’t touch by it
the music
the sound
the loveliness of human voices
the loveliness and caress
of human soul
Time like this
I will never know
when will ever end
if ever be

manusia berkelas untung

mudah pasti bagimu

bergaul dengan siapa saja

orang-orang miskin; orang-orang kecil

kau kaya; kau tidak jelek

dan kau terdidik

coba pikir

orang-orang kecil; orang-orang miskin;

bisakah mereka menyapamu lebih dulu;

bisakah mereka menjadi kawanmu,

bilakah mereka ulurkan tanganya padamu lebih dulu

atau senyum lebih dulu padamu

kau balaskah senyum dan uluran tangannya,

tangan-tangan:

orang-orang jalanan; orang-orang kotor; orang-orang jelek;

orang-orang bodoh; orang-orang miskin;

bisakah?

orang-orang kecil; wong cilik; berpakaian biasa; berbaju compang camping,

menyapamu lebih dulu

di jalan, di dekat pasar, di supermarket

padahal mereka tak kau kenal,

pasti mereka takut; sungkan; tidak pede,

bertegur sapa denganmu; orang-orang kaya; orang-orang terhormat

bukankah orang-orang kecil,wong cilik biasa dicurigai: peminta-minta; pencopet;

pemabuk; pencari kerja; dan segala buruk manusia

Tidakkah kau tahu, bila kau katakan

aku biasa berkawan dengan orang-orang kecil

itu karena kau, bukan orang kecil itu

karena kau: manusia beruntung

di antara kelas-kelas manusia

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if another poem

If I have to ma another poem

It must be about you

It might be a long poem

A hard to read

A hard to understand

Like a boiling water for hundreds of thousand rice

Like the grass for calves

Like your auburn hair

If I have another poetry

It must be about your stories

Life of you in the windy nights at the Island far and by

or

Life of you in the night of an unrest soul

or

Life of you far from my reality

If I may have power not to do so

I might not write about it at all

But the unstoppable power

Within me

Outside of me

Make me do

Make me write

to stop the heart

how hard it is
to stop your desire
to stop your will
to say what you need to say
to loves one

how hard it is
to stop your thought
it almost imposible
not to think of you
of your face
of your being

for the better
for the long lasting relationship

the will have to defeat by the mind
the mind have to defeat by the heart
and the heart will always follow
the honesty
the trueness

caught in a moment

I am caught in the moment
Silence
Cannot comprehend no more
of you
of me
of Us if there was, there is..

I am struck by your words
unpleasant words
those were not mine to hold
neither to give it to you

I am shock by your judgement
of my circle of live now
where I cannot be separate with
my work of life, my life of work

Were try you ignore me
to shut me up
for I am now experiences present moment
a moment part of things you sick, garbage
and nothing good
power lust

the experiences that I cannot be share
with you
cause you are allergic to what I am into it,
now and future

it’s hurt

cause I thought I find a friend
a new one
but now
obscure

and I will continue my work of life
of my choice of freedom
and principle
and dream to believe in

and for you
unknown you

the call is a friendship
if not, there is no call at all

road

there’s always a road

there’s always a road
to choose
to go through
alone or whoever you choose with
there’s always a road, for a dream
to achieve
for hope
to answer

there’s always a road
for heart to anchor
for soul to merge

roads are time,

roads are space,

a Way to mend

every creatures

of every soul

and you go

and you go

without ever said you leave me

you went away

far and by

and you go

without ever said a word

as I said good bye

In  love with you, just to make me bleed inside

I care about you without knowing that matter to you

stupid is not me,

but you the person, with no memories of me

walk by

walk away

as I ask you to be

you

meet me

meet me in your dream
I’ll be real
meet me beside the window
I’ll be at the tree where you can see me
Meet me at the cafe
I’ll be there with our favorite book
meet me in the dark
I’ll see you in by the light
I can’t meet you
when we can’t meet
but we see eachother
every now and then

through the eyes of our souls

broken and bound

broken are natural
it happened all the time
it will be ok
it will be fine
everything broken sometimes
pieces of rices in your stomach
pieces of bread in
your stomach
but of course
the hearts broken
are the most
unprepared moment
of human being
the force of unstoppable power
of feeling
agony
misery
or sorrow
but bound to be
human
born to be live

and alive

and death

unanswered

for every unanswered question
from my heart to you
there’s a fading flower in my backyard
for every unreply email
there are wasted food uneaten
in many fancy restaurants
for i have spoken silently to them
flowers and foods
through the wind and the air I breath
that I’ll be friendly friend with you
and if you don’t want me
i asked them to showing a bit of their solidarity
share their original nature act
share it to invisible creatures
for all i know they’re wait to be given
but if you’ll friendly friend with me
i asked flowers to blossom
more often and faster
and to all the food to be eaten,
finished.
as human happiness have it taste and smell.